I’m back. Was taking a break – but break over.
If your anything like me, than you have been through a lot. You tried, you hoped, you prayed, you wished, you loved, you lost.
But even after everything, I feel like I finally reached a point I never thought I would. The point where you just feel numb inside. The point where you accept what is, and you dismiss, what is not.
I expect the feeling of reality will come and haunt me again, you know.. the feeling that I want, I desire, I plead, I dream, I need, I love .. and I can not have. But for now, I’m twenty-fucking-seven and I want my youth back. I’m newly wed, going on three wonderful challenging years of marriage, and I’m exhausted.
But PS. for anybody that wants to inquire, “Why don’t you just adopt?” …Stay tuned, I have a lot to say about it…